wisuda

gak terasa 3 tahun bersama dengan anak2 D3 Administrasi Asuransi dan Aktuaria FISIP UI. Sekarang dah wisuda hmm...waktu klo dipikir-pikir berjalan cepat bngt. dulu masaih jadi MABA, di OKK di UI, trus jg di MABIM am senior...sekarg kita semua isah-pisah deh. ada yg lanjut ke ekstensi ada yg kerja ada jg yg masih pingin bebas2 aj..hehe...
jadi rindu masa2 dulu pas masih kuliah di AKT..hehe..walaupun ada beberapa yg nyebelin tp ada jg kok yg bikin seneg, semua kenagan campur aduk, dah kayak es campur, ada buah yg kita suka ada jg yg nggak...api semuanya dah jadi teman senasib...walaupun 1 kelas sebenarnya rasa pertemanannya kurang...gak erat gak kayak anak Bank yg kayaknya solid bngt...huhhuh...tapi gw bangga kok jadi lulusan D3 Administrasi Asuransi dan Aktuaria. trus g bisa di lepasn perannya mbak retno sebagai PA D3 Administrasi Asuransi dan Aktuaria. baik bngt mau bantu semua mahasisiwa, kasih masukkan yg baik, thanks banget untuk mbak retno...trus juga untuk seluruh dosen2 yg dah ngajar di D3 Administrasi Asuransi dan Aktuaria dah mau memberikan ilmu yg berguna buat diriku yg awalnya merasa salah masuk jurusan, tapi klo dipikir2 gw bangga kok, tw g knp? krn belum tentu tmn2 gw yg kuliah di S1 swasta mereka dapat matakuliah selengkap gw kuliah di D3 Administrasi Asuransi dan Aktuaria bayangin aja gw dapat mata kuliah hukum jadi gw gak buta2 bngt ttg hukum, trus manajemen risiko gw bisa memperhitungkan risiko yg mungkin terjadi di masa depan, kalkulus dan statistik yg ternyata tmn2 gw yg ana SI dan TI jg harus belajar itu, trus juga underwriting memperhitungkan nilai harapan hidup seseorang sampai gw tau rata2 nilai harapan hidpu wanita tuh mpe umur 65 thn dan pria 60 thn. trus jg gw belajar ttg Aplikom dan Borland (turbo C++). trus juga gw belajar ilmu ekonomi, agama, bahasa, akuntansi, manajemen SDM, dll yg gak bisa gw sebutin. alhamdulillah wa syukurillah ternyata allah SWT begitu baik pada ku karena Dia memberikan aku pengetahuan baru yg belum pernah gw ketahui sebelumnya. dan masih bnyk hal lg yg gak gw tw di dunia ini. semoga gw bisa terus belajar dengan baik sepanjang hidup gw dan semoga apa yg gw pelajari berguna untuk ge keluarga gw tmn2 gw, dan orang2 bnyk. Amin...

terimakasih untuk teman-teman seperjuanganku di kampus: eka, shinta, dwi, uni, lina, nurul, yulia, mursal, sigit, gala, ray, riri, tari, deedee, danan, bangka, clay, onya, alvi, alif, echi, bunga, dian, estu, oji, tondo, andi, putu, marbun, tare, dll yg gak bs gw sebutin semua i love u all my fren...

semoga kita semua sukses dan membuat orang tua dan orang2 disekitar kita bangga

Bingung...

gak tau harus berbuat dengan hubungan gw dan doni..
hufh..
orang tua gw gak setuju..
gw dah bilang ke dia dan gw minta putus tapi dy lebih milih untuk tetap nyambung..
tapi pada akhirnya gw malah makin nyaikitin hatinya dia..
gw bimgung harus gmn lagi..
gw sayang sama dia tapi pas gw tau orang tua gw bilang klo mereka ga setuju...
gak tau secara tanpa sengaja..
gw perlahan-lahan dah membunuh perasaan gw ke dia..
tapi kenapa klo dy marah ataupun kesel..
gw masih merasa kalo gw kasian sayang dan gak tau ada perasaan yang gak enak..
bingung harus gw apaain perasaan ini..
gw mau putus baik2 sama dia tapi untuk hal itu susah..
gak tau..
gw bingung harus ngomong na gmn ke dia..
tolong aku ya Allah...

Utada Hikaru - Come Back to Me

Utada Hikaru - Come Back To Me

The rain falls on my windows
And the coldness runs through my soul
And the rain falls, oh the rain falls
I don’t want to be alone

I wish that I could photoshop on
Our bad memories
Because the flashbacks, oh the flashbacks
Won’t leave me alone

If you come back to me
I’ll be all that you need
Baby, come back to me
Let me make up for what happened in the past

Chorus
(Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
Boy you’re one in a million (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
You’re one in a million
(You’re one in a million)

Memories I have of Manhattan
She goes shopping for new clothes
And she buys this, and she buys that
Just leave her alone
I wish that he would listen to her
Side of the story
It isn’t that bad, it isn’t that bad
And she’s wiser for it now

I admit I cheated (admit I cheated )
Don’t know why I did it (why I did it)
But I do regret it (do regret it)
Nothing I can do or say can change the past

Chorus
(Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
Boy you’re one in a million (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
You’re one in a million
(You’re one in a million)

Everything I ever did
Heaven knows I’m sorry but
I was too young to see
You were always there for me
And my curiosity
Got the better half of me
Baby take it easy on me
Anything from A to Z
Tell me what you want to be
I open my heart to be
You are more priority
Can’t you see you punished me
More than enough already
Baby take it easy on me

Baby take it easy on me
Baby come back to me
Baby come back to me

Chorus
(Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
Boy you’re one in a million (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
You’re one in a million
(You’re one in a million)

(Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
Boy you’re one in a million (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
You’re one in a million
(One in a million)

La la la la
La la la la la la
La la la la la la
La la la

utada hikaru - apple and cinnamon

Utada Hikaru
Apple And Cinnamon lyrics

Tell me what is on your mind
Help me, 'cause I'd like to know
What the hell is going on?
Never thought I'd sing this song

Let's not get started with the he said, she said
Sometimes it just doesn't go on as planned
Let's not get started with the he said, she said
Sometimes it just doesn't go on as planned

Started out so simple and innocent
So simple and innocent, so simple and innocent, so simple and innocent
Chemistry like apple and cinnamon
Like apple and cinnamon, like apple and cinnamon, like apple and cinnamon

I can't believe that you and me were falling out of love
And that everybody used to be so envious of us
(Chemistry like apple and cinnamon)
What we had was just too good
Good to last

Happiness don't last that long
But what we had was beautiful

Let's not get started with the he said, she said
Sometimes it just doesn't go on as planned
Let's not get started with the he said, she said
Sometimes it just doesn't go on as planned

Started out so simple and innocent
So simple and innocent, so simple and innocent, so simple and innocent

Chemistry like apple and cinnamon
Like apple and cinnamon, like apple and cinnamon, like apple and cinnamon

I can't believe that you and me were falling out of love
And that everybody used to be so envious of us
(Chemistry like apple and cinnamon)
What we had was just too good
Good to last

Please don't look at me like that, oh
Please don't look at me, don't look at me like that, oh
You can't look at me like that, aah
Please don't look at me, don't look at me like that, oh

I can't believe that you and me were falling out of love
And that everybody used to be so envious of us
(Chemistry like apple and cinnamon)
What we had was just too good

Started out so simple and innocent
So simple and innocent, so simple and innocent, so simple and innocent

Chemistry like apple and cinnamon
Like apple and cinnamon, like apple and cinnamon, like apple and cinnamon

I can't believe that you and me were falling out of love
And that everybody used to be so envious of us
(Chemistry like apple and cinnamon)
What we had was just too good
Good to last

utada hikaru - Me Muero

Me Muero Lyrics
Artist(Band):Utada Hikaru

Everyday in my life it trembles
It's easy, took the love away
I got nothing left to gamble
I've thrown it all away

Now and then I'm suicidal
Flirting with a new temptation
Happiness inside a bottle
is what I need today

Oh my lover's gone away, gone to Istanbul
Light as a feather
I lie in my bed and flip through TV channels
Eating Godiva
I'm smoking my days away reading old e-mails
In my old pajamas
What a day, me muero, muero, muero

Loneliness makes its arrival
The passion starts to settle in
Try to go where no one will write her
And do some crazy thing

Now and then I'm suicidal
Flirting with a new temptation
Overdose overreaction
Call it what you may

Oh my lover's gone away, gone to Istanbul
Light as a feather
I lie in my bed and flip through TV channels
Eating Godiva
I'm smoking my days away reading old e-mails
In my old pajamas
What a day, me muero, muero, muero

It's the good stuff, oh my lover
Lover
Smoking, I'm smoking my days away
What a day, me muero, muero, muero
What a day

Gone away...yeah
Doctor, doctor
You give me my lover
Oh yeah
Oh my lover
Gone, gone away
My lover, gone away
What a day, me muero, muero, muero

just my imagination

duh nih cowok..
ganteng banget..
mpe dijadiin karakter di game FFVII..
hoho...
tuhan memberikan wajah yg begitu mengaggumkan...
klo tuhan memberikan setiap manusia pasangan dan apabila boleh memilih...
boleh kah aku memilih dirinya?? untuk menjadi pasanganku???
(mimpi kali yeee....hehe...tapi mungkin aja kan?? g ada yg g mungkin...tp hehe kedengarannya jg mustahil y klo bnr jodoh gw...aku bersyukur bangt...siapa coba yg g bersyukur..)